~ FIND & 'YOU' shall SEEK ~

I am back to action again...

2011-09-07T18:56:00.000-07:00

This time around I have my own twitter named @cHan_aMie... follow me n get updates on local m international news from time to time... quoted from only the trusted Reuters and APTN..

cheers and do gave a great day ahead ^.*

.:: oN-aiR tRaining ::.

2009-11-09T09:35:00.000-08:00

Afidah HR coming to train us on what is right and wrong in the office practice...

It's me doing cam-nonsense during the train... bored :P

haha so it's just not me alone.. ^-*

COO Shayne, MCR Kumanan(aiseh need to sit until so posy) and Chek Kem(anchor-cum-producer-cum reseacher-cum cum

Above is a training on sexual harassment, of what is wrong and what is right... huhu...
Overall rating: Good

.::sOmething in mIe::.

2009-11-09T09:27:00.001-08:00

Something was growing in me. And it wasn’t so pleasant. I was planning to get rid of it until suddenly my prayer was answered. And now I know I need to lead my life the other way round and never be the same again. I was finding for answers and ways to get rid of it, you name it: upsetting it, ignoring it, but it hurt me badly. I’ll see what tomorrow brings me.

I won’t change but I’ll surely be better,

I won’t move an inch but I’ll surely change,

I won’t be angry but I’ll smile like I never did,

One thing for sure I’ll change for good,

And in every password there will always be YOU…

I want a life, a simple life to call my own, and to realize I actually have one when I open my eyes in everyday of my life.

Thank you for staying all the while with me because in YOU only I will find me.

Cheers, mIe…

.:: Gr@ndPA's I look Upon to ::.

2009-09-02T23:10:00.001-07:00

Birthday Boy!!!

My Grandma, his wife :)

GrandPA’s big Day

It’s was on 27.5.09 that my uncle held a birthday gathering sort of party for my grandpa, maternal side. I have asked when was my grandpa’s birthday but had forgotten when and if I have not mistaken it is on February…(em better get it clarify later on)..

It has been quite some time since I write this blog … I guess I have lost the writing touch already… I can’t even remember how my style of writing were like and have forgotten even how to spell writing  hope it’s right though.

I have always wanted to have a family photo and had the opportunity to have taken it right before we went for grandpa’s birthday.

I wonder if I hated gathering or it’s just I hate to be judgemental but duh~~ who is not right :D.

Anyway I had a wonderful time there,, getting to meet the long lost relative I only see during CNY(Chinese New Year).

Let’s see the pictures ya and let it tell u a tale >.<

Stealing a glance on the way there :)

Ah ma and Ah Kong (Grandma and Granpa)

2nd Auntie, Mummy and Youngest Auntie(Daphne)

Grand-Uncle, Grandpa's Brother

2nd Auntie family and my cousins

Mummy, Jie, Bro and me

The Happie Famili ??? haha Bro, Sis-in-law and Cousins

First Uncle and Auntie's..far far :)

The big Family Photo

The Mother, Father, Daughters and Sons of the KOH's

The Women that conquer the KOH's ...huhu :D

Aww.. don't they just look alike :)

Moral of the story is blood is thicker than water...

Bagaimana air dicincang , ia tetap tidak akan terputus

When it comes to money or trouble everyone will goes astray even your closest friends

But family will stay with you all the way, even if they are not able to help

but in prayers they will

Appreciate them when you can and try to repay them by being good to yourself and others

By knowing you are well they will be happy...

Enough of the crap anyway just a simple words

Live Life to the FULLEST

Don't let a day pass you by...

Love, Mie Goreng

I wil always be by your side... P.R.O.M.I.S.E

Singapore first stEps... ^-*

2008-11-24T22:41:00.000-08:00

Oh ya forgotten to post the Singapore nonsense huhu... :P

The Devils on the run...

My first picture encounter...

The everlasting stand...

Library that WE wished...

The group outing last...

OooOooOoo more of Mummy's photo :)

2008-09-17T19:58:00.003-07:00

Love ya mummy...

Oh ya… Happy Birthday Mummy…

2008-09-17T19:58:00.002-07:00

It’s my mummy birthday today hehe… feel so sad couldn’t be there to celebrate for her and make her the red eggs and misua hehe… always wanted to do that <---oops the secret reveal hehe… bad daughter *huhuhu*

Anyway going to spend a few days with her next week as I have taken off days on the 23rd till the 28th of September… Anyway was also planning to go to Singapore on the next weekend… *huhu* cross my fingers and hope everything will be smooth :)

Till then here are some of the pics of good times and many more good times to come…

May Mummy have a wonderful year ahead and many many wonderful years to come… and hope all her wish comes true…Muaks I love you Mummy…

And this is me and my lost sis *huhu*

My Ever New Hairstyle

2008-09-17T19:58:00.001-07:00

Have a look on what’s new and what’s not :D

tHe selF-cEntered mIe

2008-07-29T04:38:00.000-07:00

Life is so fragile…

It's like when it breaks it will never be the same ever again, even if u stick the pieces all together, or no matter how you put in anyway at all. People seem to take for granted on everything they do, and I am no exceptional case. Sometimes we take people around us for granted and how life has shown us ways to appreciate everyone but we never seems to hold our believe that life is short and we need to reflect once in awhile where we stand and where we put everyone in our heart. Sometimes life isn't fair if we look at it at a perspective but if we look in many other ways we were actually given many opportunities to be a better person. That is to treat everyone as a unique individual whether if the person you may see as flawless our "faulty" (so said and done with).

Recently a death of a colleague has had me realize that I have not been giving everyone an equal opportunity to be closer to me even as a friend. Though we sometimes are judgmental, which most of us are, we really need to open our hearts and accept others as who they are and try to accommodate if we could, but if not it's better not to hurt anyone because they deserve equal as you or even more. I have realize this many times but I am only human to fail many times to realize those worthy of my friendship or even more. May I realize the mistakes I have done and never to repeat it all again.

May the 19th July 2008 be kept special for a friend I have hardly knew but I know he is now in the safe arm of the Almighty God.

To those I may have forgotten and ever taken granted for please forgive me for all I have done wrong towards you directly or indirectly. And for those I may not have given chance for you to know me better I would and only if you ask. And may I have the courage to know others as who they are and not what they may be there for. May I not be too judgemental of others ever again.

With this I would like to thank everyone who has ever come across in my life and if I ever ignore you once I will never do it twice.

lil' taiwan

2008-06-16T06:27:00.001-07:00

Ooo Little Taiwan… the name of a eatery in M** V****y

.:: Ooo the name of the place on the booklet or so called menu ::.

.:: Damn right got nothing to do haha ::.

.:: Ooo the hot steamboat ::.

.:: Mee Soup and fried pork slices ::.

.:: My main course or my only meal haha... stew beef and hot spicy noodle soup ::.

Hey there ain't not promoting the food haha... because it's not say appetizing... it's just fulfilling for the stomach but not the tongue though... so in the end not so satisfying at all... and talking about the utensils... aren't clean at all...

.:: the spoon see it for yourself... argh ::.

.:: The chopstick needless to say argh... feel like using my hands to eat my soup haha :D ::.

Ok let's talk something more interesting than the food har... haha... let's look at the people actually eating them haha...

.:: My sista Audrey and me hehe ::.

.:: My bro Mark and His friend ::.

Self Destruct...

2008-06-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

This is how excited I look like when I am ready for Malacca…

.:: Taking pictures in the bus is not my norm though but then had the urge ^-* ::.

As you can see from the picture last Thursday (12^th June 2008), on my way back to Malacca from Kuala Lumpur…

Ooo my beautiful and wonderful hometown Malacca…

.:: Barney and me on our long-lost meet ::.

It's great to be catching up with her for some lost moment in time... erm she left us for U.K a few years ago to further her studies and we misses her like mad at Malaysia hehe anyway had to make arrangement to meet this long-lost friend and to catch up on our ADABI(secret code sessions) haha... and what is more surprising is there is no ADABI(curry powder brands based in Malaysia) haha...ok maybe not so surprising haha well anyway long live ADABI...

.:: Hey I need some opinion ...does this hair suits me ::.

.:: I am getting to hate the substance of this blog ::.

And yeah I know it's not supposed to be revolving about myself... lamely I am just like the others ^-*

haha Life goes on :D...

Aku Bukan Untukmu (I am Not For You)

2008-06-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

I am addicted to this song arghh… help me I don’t know why it must me something though but then I am ignorant enough to forget about what is really happening in my life haha…

Anyway I think it’s the time to go on but then not that fast yet…

There is something I need to say “When I have the courage to love another person, I found out that the person has someone special already, and when I have the courage to drive around in Kuala Lumpur the price of fuel goes sky-rocketing in Malaysia.”

Haha what a life?

Anyway this teaches me a lesson to never wait for another person but to just grab the opportunity when you think that you have found the right one hehe…

I loose it once and don’t want to loose it twice… “Well then again it is easily said that DONE” ß o.k I know I was lame and still am lame haha…

Anyway will try to live life to the fullest… having some plans for the 2 years to come ^-*

Erm for those close to me please don’t keep track of what stated above(2years thingy haha) if not sure kena tembak(shoot) if I am still stagnant :D

Anyway yea forget to tell the song name hehe… it’s called Aku Bukan Untukmu by Rossa or now sang again for the theme song of the Malaysian movie S.E.P.I…

Well am looking forward to see that show… O.K must admit not so looking forward la but I think will be buying the opss pirated DVD ^-^

p/s: this is the YOUTUBE address… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ke123kSAK9g

or better the ones with lyrics http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMJmQAwXFAo

Lyrics...

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu Kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon Maafkan aKu...

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain....
tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu...

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali...
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan Pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku...

.::Still awaits the one :D ::.

.:: looking lamely blurred ::.

.:: Oops this is how I look like when I am up on my bed ^-^ ::.

.:: Reasonable Quotes ::.

2008-06-10T04:00:00.000-07:00

Quotes for the day, “Sometimes it’s best to forget how you feel & remember what you DESERVE.”

Erm I felt something really amiss when I saw this particular quotes though…

Damn suddenly I feel I so want the translation job so badly… haha I want it and I believe I am good at it, but I still need the extra push and polish to be the better in translation because translation is not just about translating is about making the other person who read it understand.

So it’s not just merely translating, it’s rather an interest … for exact a passion… argh right we need passion for everything and that includes our work…

Yeah that’s right but when your work betrays you … that’s it…it’s time for a halt.

Looking on the other side haha LOL… I couldn’t believe I took the Public Examination for Entrance into the G*V work haha… Anyway I just tikam(stab… haha) the PEE… haha… anyway I don’t know the real name…

So I took the test and I told my sister that it is like PMR standard but for the objective part is more like in the Sixth Form haha… Pengajian Am(General Paper) I gave back to Miss Tan(my then tuition teacher… argh need not to say anything about the teacher at my school) haha… He(the then teacher) forced us to read… directly from the text book and I mean reading it out loud while the other students sat down and do their own stuff… (and believe me most of time copy the notes given by Mrs.Chee(Economics Teacher).Damn right no one was listening at all… Needless to say Mrs. Chee has train us well to write like a professional secretary. Never to miss a word at all haha… bullet train notes copying training haha ^-^

Haha actually I wanna elaborate more on this particular quotes but tak jadi haha…

Moral of the story is I want a change in my life or more likely said my W*rk gaga…

Anyway is time to go because I want to grab something from the canteen now… argh right am at work at 1900 hours hehe waiting for work in awhile time…

And I could say someone beside me saying about no more food at the canteen… anyway as usual I think I am grabbing roti canai haha… :P

"Pang Kuang" - White Radish??? for three days :S

2008-05-29T22:59:00.000-07:00

Take a look at this and the name is FOOD – radish… white radish…

But then it has become err radish BLACKENED… haha… :P

Anyway let the image tell you a story ^-*

.:: Arggghhhh nice pepper-y taste... but need popiah skin :P::.

.:: Believe me when I said that I had eaten this for consecutive 3days already :S::.

.:: Anyway am not complaining because I had too cook this based on some request by sis but then at the end I hat to torture myself haha...not in exact though ::.

.:: Ooohh what I like the most is the mushroom in it ... ahh taste like real meat...::.

.:: Even though it had been three days the soup has thicken and it taste even better..ooohhh...::.

.:: Oh ya I added bread with cheese to get rid of the saltiness ahha act also salty la cheese ma:P::.

.:: Ooo just look at this perspective ::.

.:: This is the clearer look of the dish haha... or maybe not...::.

.:: And ya this is the latest mIe ::.

sArcasM... Y

2008-05-20T17:54:00.000-07:00

My Dream

There was once I dreamt of becoming an Assistant Director and I had the chance to it. And when I got it, it seems great. But then I would say that human will never be satisfied, right? and now I thought I had dreamt to be a Studio Director… Greed? Or not, it makes me wonderful. Put in a better way is that I want a change or even to progress in my career but in a negative connotation is I am a plain greed just like everyone is… probably not everyone but majority are…

.::A view of 'it'::.

And now I guess I will never succeed in this field as I want to leave here and seek for something more exciting than becoming a SD that only knows to direct in the studio and knows nothing about the real world of directing. As for me, a director doesn’t just pop up in an instant, it’s something that you need to build from years of experience and hard work. It isn’t seems to be the way right where I stood currently. I am going to put the bombshell(nope not those kind :P) as soon I can find a better place where I could call ‘home’ and place where people appreciates of who you are and mostly of what you can give your fullest ability.

I would have already been warned of the working environment in Malaysia is in such a way that it is so compliant to “WHO knows WHO and which CRONIES do you belong too”.

It isn’t always happen the way you want it to be …

“The damage has been done”

Of this word that had been in my head since yesterday is real pain in the ass though but then I don’t think I can change any part of it now.

What I will do?

OPTION 1 : Nothing can be done but to just leave it as it is…

OPTION 2 : Leave while you can

OPTION 3 : Hope that miracle can happen

OPTION 4 : Internally moved placement

OPTION 5 : Be positive and move with changes

OPTION 6 : Make an option which is yours :P or make another OPTION… :P

Option 4 is the one I am eyeing right now though… but then what I can do is hope I can get it through…

tHE cHanges yOu see sometimes are for real???

2008-04-17T22:02:00.001-07:00

Erm I have too many unwritten blogs and pending ones hehe…

Just can’t help myself.. I love to blog but at times am just too lazy to update with things

Anyway this is a long long time ago blog which I would like to upload it right now…

It’s just a reminder that people are moving on and where am I heading too…

Where will I be in about 4 months time. Will I be moving on after this month (April)…

The stories shall be unfolding in a moment if not two :P

Anyway let the picture tell you more :P

PaLatE PallAtE

2008-04-17T11:28:00.000-07:00

Party party party…

Palate Pallate

Yeah the name of the place where we (Awani-ans) had our UNDI2008 party…

I guess this party was to celebrate the success of the election programme for Awani…

Oh ya before I forget Awani is actually a new news channel of ASTRO… care to see it’s channel 501…

Else don’t even ask me why this and why that hehe…

Venue: Palate Pallate

Date: 28/03/08 (oops today only blog :P)

Time: 2000 till 0300

Overall rating: So-so… and shiok sendiri

Argggh don’t know what else to say anyway let the pictures explain it all :P

.:: Awani-ans ::.

.:: (in circle...from left to right): Fairus, Linda, Ayu, Zi Wei, Eric, Me, and Fazrul ::.

.:: Me, Rizal, Fairus, Umaira, ayu and Faz ::.

.:: K-roll, Hatta Umaira, Fairus, Linda and Me ::.

.:: As can be seen alot of tak senonoh colleague...haha :P ::.

.:: OoOoOooo.... Scandalicious :P ::.

.:: Super-man ke... tak sesuai... :P ::.

.:: Arghh have no much comment about this...ahaks... ::.

.:: Yeah what a dance :P ::.

Overall rating actually is not that bad...

After really attend a "work fair" like this, it explains it all how the real environment it is in Awani... Needless to say it's never fair... haha...

Truthfully speaking the whole event was just "so-called" dedicated to certain part of the organisation. I think those involved will only understand why...

I certainly agree on some of my colleague who didn't even bother to attend because the party was so centered to certain part... as usual it happens every where ... Schism in the office... though I have yet to see Nepo in it... Coming soon in AWANI :P

Nevertheless it was a great time spending with people you like and feel comfortable with :)

Thanks to all for such a wonderful time...

Literally Termites in Da House

2008-03-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

PESTKiLL…the name of the company which my landlord chooses to kill all those pest in my current house. Miss Hew or better known as Sook Fun came with a group of boys (ops I don’t mean little boys hehe) I mean workers in exact :P. They came to my house at about 12.30 pm today and this is the situation…

.::PESTKiLL killing my tiles::.

.::Here is some of the holes::.

.::Many more holes, holes and holes::.

.::Generator, medicine to kill!kill! n kill! those PEST arghhh...::.

.::There the watery medicine into to the little holes they drilled into the ground::.

.::The hole is being buried with suitable colour-plaster-like-tiles-colour :P...don't know how to put my words :P::.

.::More medicine on the door::.

.::Miss Hew in action kill...kill... n kill::.

.::Arggghhh my roof... there it goes... gone::.

Don't ask me what is the moral of this story... I guess I was particularly bored during this horrible smelly day... imagine ur whole house smells like "kerosin"(<--ahh don't know how to spell hehe :P)... yea just check it out it's KEROSENE... haha

mY lOUd nEW YeaR...

2008-01-07T21:11:00.000-08:00

.:: fire-crackers on top of Bursa Malaysia ::.

haha where else could I be if not with all my colleague, I eventually finish work at 11:30pm wanted to walk to Dataran Merdeka ~ didn't manage to because it was freaking raining ~ decided to go up to the Bursa park and celebrated my new year there...

It was a quiet one because it was raining err drizzling and the fire-crackers at KLCC was a disappointment because what we could see was only smoke from there and my farnie friend(Ima) said that the cracker they use was "Cap Ayam" cracker haha... LOL

Anyway it was a pleasant New Year to start with huh~!!!

.:: this is all my colleague ::.

Looks more like my camping friend right hehe... memang la we all wear casual but in this busy town of Kuala Lumpur there is still people who go to work and wear such casual clothing har... hehe LOL siot hehe... erm anyway who cares right...

tHe tRanSition I sEEk

2008-01-07T21:09:00.001-08:00

Erm it’s been about one month plus since I had the transition from CG (Caption Generator) to a DA (Director Assistant) position. It isn’t like it’s a promotion is rather like a transition. Yeap! I agree.

Being a DA is isn’t anything wonderful because you’ll have extra responsibility, extra burden, but what I like about it is that I have more time for myself and I have the will to be more verbal. Unlike being a CG I only have the space to make myself being heard only when I am inside the PCR (Panel Control Room). As a DA I had more importance, darn human are always seeking for importance. Am I right or is it just myself (tepuk dada tanya selera right!)

In CG I have the chance to laze around a lot but I chose not to, don’t know why but it’s just not me to do things without all my effort in it. When I was in CG I had never feel calm doing my work I always feel so tense up doing it. This was the same when I was on my first month as DA. Though I still feel the tense but it wasn’t like the one when I was doing CG-ing, I guess being a CG really test my patience and being a DA test my patience with real human attitude. Being a DA I have to do PR job like dealing with editors, directors, CG, switcher, audio and even the people in the MCR (Master Control Room).

Being a CG you will have to be a very precise person because the work is very tedious. You’ll have to check all the spelling mistakes and whether all the captions are in their right position. Else it will look funny on screen. Mind you the proof read is isn’t in the job scope of a CG. It’s the work of an EDITOR mind you!!! The worst things are if there is any spelling mistakes the person to blame is the CG and not the freaking EDITOR. Mind you an EDITOR supposed to be the gatekeeper for all their stories right.

Dealing with human is the worst I would say, but I like dealing with human more than dealing only with the machines. Am glad I chose this path and I will try to do my best in DA for this near future. If there are anymore advances I would like to venture into the World of a SWITHCER. Yeap would like to do switching after this :)

After that I would see how I want to advance myself into. Is there any chance of me being a DIRECTOR? Well we will see about this :) till then I hope all your dreams will come true… Remember you are who you lead your life to be…

For me I chose to be HAPPY & TO LEAD LIFE TO THE FULLEST…

Till I find the one… Take care…

Pen Off,

cHan_aMie

??? My sWeet cOuntry Home ???

2007-12-25T08:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. just came back from Malacca... as usual feeling real exhausted hehe... anyway I had a wonderful Christmas with my family...

Nothing beats being with my family :)

Erm suddenly feel like putting some photo hehe.. it has nothing to do with Christmas though hehe... but then I just feel like doing something :)

Muaks...

.:: Ooo what a masterpiece... hehe make shy only right :P ::.

2007-12-21T08:22:00.000-08:00

.:: am afraid of what the future holds ::.

I came back and have a loads of things to think about... but then I couldn't seems ti remember what..

Made a wrong choice of washing clothes in this late night.. Now I am paying the consequences of the need of hanging those damp clothing after I had it in the washing machine...

Now blogging to free some time and I did a simple photograph of what can feelings say about what it want to say <-- starting to crap because I felt the urge to sleep now despite I have not bath yet and waiting to hangs my clothes and also bath at this late night...

I know it's bad to shower at this late night but I need to I feel stinky hehe..

Anyway going to see whether the clothing is ready now or not... hehe... enjoy muaks...

Live life to the fullest... will ya :)

2007-12-20T09:16:00.000-08:00

.:: think of those you love and care when you sing this song ::.

I Believe Lyrics by Frankie Laine

performed by Frankie Laine

I believe for every drop of rain that falls,
A flower grows,
I believe that somewhere in the darkest night,
A candle glows.
I believe for everyone who goes astray,
Someone will come to show the way.
I believe,
I believe.

I believe above the storm the smallest prayer,
Will still be heard.
I believe that someone in the great somewhere,
Hears every word.
Every time I hear a new born baby cry,
Or touch a leaf or see the sky.
Then I know why,
I believe.

Every time I hear a new born baby cry,
Or touch a leaf or see the sky.
Then I know why,
I believe.

This song comes to me all of the sudden... and I guess the Christmas mood must have arrived!!!

tIme Has rEally pAss me By…

2007-12-20T08:33:00.000-08:00

Today went to work as usual even though it’s a FREAKINGßoops what I love to say hehe.. Public Holiday.. hehe… don’t get me wrong I like the pay hehe… but then overall it was a joyous one… eventhough there are people who I wish not say, you know people who can make u feel real uncomfortable hehe…

Anyway today was a little ok… though… despite the fact the people who I can throw my nonsense at are having her wonderful off days… hehe

Erm today went to Midvalley with my sister and as well as my brother in law…

Sometimes when I see couples around I feel sad for myself… but then when I see couples fighting I don’t want a relationship like those.. but people around me always says that it’s normal for couples to fight at times, but another thing today one of the editor for one of the program tell me why la people get marry for… look at Pamela Anderson… she is just getting married and divorcing in just a month or two… I mean peoples seem to be losing the sanctity of marriage…

I don’t know what’s it like??? Because I never being in one but then one day I shall find it out and I will know why people do what they do… or will I never know hehe…

Anyway it depends on how I wan my life to be right… and certainly hope to find the one that loves me and I love him too in return… hehe wish me luck k :) hehe…

Here is my today graphics which I made for Christmas… :)

.:: Sweet Sweet Day ::.

2007-12-19T04:22:00.000-08:00

.:: This is my mind right now...arghhh this instance :P ::.

What I feel right now... Ooo I feel my whole head numbs as I type this blog hehe... anyway I have been working for about 15 hours now... It was a whole stress of concentration that are making my head spinning round n round hehe but anyway am very happy right now because finally home sweet home :P

Erm later I will load pictures k... :) arghh why not make it now right :P

tHe mOnth of jUly - cum - December .:: Part III ::.

2007-12-18T04:56:00.000-08:00

The ending of the story is I didn't manage to secure a position at the particular interview… but then I had a great adventure with my friend J… Truthfully that isn’t the job I really want though but then I was just giving it a shot, lucky for me… I am greatful with what I have now… Cherish it to the max… J Erm but then I know that human will never be satisfied right…

Anyway I am taking things one thing at a time… Seriously I really feel it’s time for me to start a new beginning now… and I guess I am ready for a new relationship… Hopefully God will bless me with someone who understands me well to be with me as eternal…

Still finding my ways to know more people… I mean to mingle more but still can’t find any suitable clicks yet… and yeah working in a less Chinese environment aren’t helping me much hehe… Hope to meet the one soon :)

Wish me luck and to my other friends Gambatte Kudasai … find someone that you cherish and to be cherish in return…

Signing ON, with LOVE,

From me, Mie Goreng Sejuk…( waiting to be Mie Goreng Berperisa :))

.:: mIe trade-mArk ::.

tHe mOnth of jUly .:: Part II ::.

2007-12-18T04:54:00.001-08:00

The Good Samaritan…

Today I met my Malacca friend who was having her internship at KL. I was so happy to see her because I practically had my secondary days mostly with her. She was the nonsense of my secondary times. We really had a good memory in Form 6 because we used to (so called la) “bully” our teachers. There was once we had a ‘maktab’ teacher who came in for relieve. As usual the education system needs us to greet the teacher everytime we see them. After giving our best greeting to her we sat down and (as usual) quickly copy down what so ever notes we left out during Mrs. Chee ( well thanks to her I am able to copy quickly in Dr. Hamima’s and Dr. Zaharom’s class haha!!! ). All of the sudden she asks us to introduce ourselves. Well that was the most boring thing that ever happens. So nonsensically and softly I told the whole class to change all of our names to some artists’ name. At first we sound quite stupid and she didn’t notice we were all lying, until it was my turn and I say my name is ‘Co Co” (ohhh lame everyone started to laugh so loud) that she suddenly realize we were all lying to her. And then I felt the pain when suddenly I saw her eyes went red… ahh… you know what happen~~~ TEARS la apa lagi… I didn’t really remember what happen next… if I am not mistaken she went out of the class and never dare to step into the class again… Arghh that’s not the main story… Ooppsss…

Ok yea continue…

I met Yoke Chin my close friend (I call her Yogie Bear - yea too much of CAREBEAR already ^-^)… I was on my journey to another step of life… “findinga job” hehe… I had a call a few days ago to attend an interview at Seksyen 16 of ……… So we begin to travel from LRT wangsa maju to LRT kelana jaya. Later we hop on to a bus which we waited for 45 long minutes… sick siot…(As I can see stated on the sick sign board that we will be able to hop on another bus in about 15-20 minutes time and yeah… everyone knows how efficient Malaysian public transport is right… “RAPIDKL” ain’t rapid in anyway except for the driving haha… dangerous siot). We hop on the first bus and then ops… it was my fault for not telling the bus driver where we wanted to stop.. because I thought that I will manage to see the signboard to EYE 111 SDN BHD… but then we never did haha…

Then again we sat in the bus until it reaches to the same spot where we hop the bus again… this time we waited for about 30 minutes … aiya… luckily I brought the map to the place and manage to show it to the bus driver… Erm the bus driver was friendly and nice enough to let us down near the venue eventhough there was no bus stand around (dangerous though!!!)…

So as we reach the place we had to try our luck to bang on which lane that leads us to the company. We walk and walk and walk… until we got fed up and ask a taxi driver… and guess what he just got angry and sped off because we just wanted to ask for directions haha… lemah… Imagine walking on a straight road that leads no where… so then we practically walk from Seksyen 16 to Seksyen 17… Wah it’s so far eh… Anyway as we were walking we can see many bungalows on our left and right… and damn right all the house is damn big and luxury… even better is all the houses there had at least one guard on the main door each… Wah… damn reach… and yes I can’t even see a Malaysia made car anywhere… the cheapest car yeah… Mercedes can be seen haha… scary siot…

Anyway that’s not the point still, as we was walking, all the sudden we felt a gust of wind blowing our way, when we look up the sky was turning dark… ALAMAK as anyone can guess it was going to rain… we still didn’t manage to find our way to the company. At last we gave up and walked along Seksyen 16, this time on the main road.. We walk and walk again until we reach a place where we saw a Malay woman holding a cordless phone outside her lawn… It was like a place that provide in door and out door landscape or something. Kneeling on the ground picking up weeds was a man. I look at her and she look at me..she said, “are you all finding for a taxi”…err… and there I go again asking her how to I get to this place(not yet giving up on my last hope of getting there hehe)… the map is still in my hands… She looked at the map and tried to direct us but she wasn’t sure… After awhile she say “Hrmm, maybe my friend can help you”, the she walk in to her showroom, we waited anxiously because the sky is not promising anything at all… Then she came out with a guy holding some keys… and then she told the guy “Maybe you can send them there” Ahhh… donno what to do … but it’s going to rain… yeah whatever we hop on to his car… don’t play play not any normal car eh… but then I couldn’t remember what car it was already… so I sat in front and my friend at the back… Got a little scared though but then what to do “IT’s GOIN TO RAIN” and we still can’t find the freaking place… for a moment in the car we chatted for awhile and we found out that the guy is actually a master student in UM.

Don’t do this though, feeling pretty afraid at first but after chatting for awhile we reach the destination of the place… Actually my main purpose of going there wasn’t to stop by the place but to see where is it.. that’s all so that the next time I come for the interview I will not be lost… When we finally reach I asked the guy whether he can drop us at the nearest bus stop… Luckily he was kind enough to send us to the nearest to our destination bus stop even though along the way there were lots of bus stops around.

There goes we met Two Good Samaritans today… Though I never believe in one… but God showed us the way that He will only help those who help themselves…

tHe mOnth of jUly .:: Part I ::.

2007-12-18T04:36:00.000-08:00

The Pinch of Waiting for a J-O-B…

I am really feeling my share of wanting a job so badly, but in the same situation I don’t want to just be landing on a job which is not mine. More appropriately said which I am not capable of doing it. Since the month of March or April, I have been struggling to find a decent job. Ok yes, I am still UNEMPLOYED. I was sick the other day and you know what I felt even a deeper pinch when all the sudden I don’t know what I am ( Yeap I was asked whether I need the MC to show to my boss or something… ), fresh graduate( till now I don’t feel any fresher no more ), or a student (still living in fantasy..har!!!), nehh!! I AM SO UNEMPLOYED..( yeah the doctor throw this at my face… ahh not literally but he say so… cause I couldn’t answer him what I was doing currently… So I gave him a sheepishly smile and say “Yea, oh ya… I was about to say that” ßtruthfully I feel even more sicker…haha ) But then it’s alright I believe in finding my job…arghh I can’t answer that though… but then I know time will tell… Now what await me most is CONVO… hehe… look forward not backward ah…

tHe nEw bEginNing

2007-12-13T21:07:00.000-08:00

This is a photo I have just adjusted hehe... too bored wanna do some stuff to fill my "cuti sekolah"(off days la keke)...

.:: snippet on what's ON ::.

'Lil Zone'

2007-12-12T22:15:00.000-08:00

Ops ya sorry for the mistake I did on my first blog... hehe forgotten to up load the picture for viewings :)...

Muaks love ya all... and have a wonderful and blissful day~~~!!!

I have being "TAGGED & CHOPPED"

The lounge i called space :P... well it ain't fancy it's a news place :)

p/s: will upload more later muaks :)

My Space @ My Zone

2007-10-16T05:31:00.000-07:00

Cheers to all,

Have you ever wonder sometimes what we do in our life's is not the right thing to do???

I have always wonder till today what is my dream ambition???

Can't say I have been thinking hard on what I actually want in my life???

Am satisfy with what I am doing now???

Well I seriously can't answer this questions??? And believe me it sure triggers you to think as well... "Am I doing the right thing???"

It may take a lifetime to realize what we want in our life... some people find it easy to find the right situation and most importantly the right decisions...

My friend once told me, "If only you are at the right place and at the right time...," Wendy(haha...must only right quote from scholars :P)

But then some people find it hard to be that way, I say you need the lucky star to be by your side but of course you have to work your way out and believe me when I say, "GOD only HELP those who HELP THEMSELVES".

Well here is some clips of my work station :)

Enjoy...

Signing off,

Bitter Sweet :) (M33 Gor3eng S3juk)...

p/s: This is what I say to myself every morning, "I love you" in the mirror at least... :P believe me, it really helps, it brightens my day at least :)...

Muaks love ya all :)

My First Nonsense un-Attached blog...

2007-06-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

Ohh ya was feeling a little bored... so I read my friends blogs.. and before I know it..I was registering for my own blog... OM* what has gone into me