Singapore first stEps... ^-*

Oh ya forgotten to post the Singapore nonsense huhu... :P

The Devils on the run...

My first picture encounter...


The everlasting stand...


Library that WE wished...


The group outing last...

OooOooOoo more of Mummy's photo :)

Love ya mummy...

Oh ya… Happy Birthday Mummy…

It’s my mummy birthday today hehe… feel so sad couldn’t be there to celebrate for her and make her the red eggs and misua hehe… always wanted to do that <---oops the secret reveal hehe… bad daughter *huhuhu*

Anyway going to spend a few days with her next week as I have taken off days on the 23rd till the 28th of September… Anyway was also planning to go to Singapore on the next weekend… *huhu* cross my fingers and hope everything will be smooth :)

Till then here are some of the pics of good times and many more good times to come…

May Mummy have a wonderful year ahead and many many wonderful years to come… and hope all her wish comes true…Muaks I love you Mummy…







And this is me and my lost sis *huhu*

My Ever New Hairstyle

Have a look on what’s new and what’s not :D

tHe selF-cEntered mIe

Life is so fragile…

It's like when it breaks it will never be the same ever again, even if u stick the pieces all together, or no matter how you put in anyway at all. People seem to take for granted on everything they do, and I am no exceptional case. Sometimes we take people around us for granted and how life has shown us ways to appreciate everyone but we never seems to hold our believe that life is short and we need to reflect once in awhile where we stand and where we put everyone in our heart. Sometimes life isn't fair if we look at it at a perspective but if we look in many other ways we were actually given many opportunities to be a better person. That is to treat everyone as a unique individual whether if the person you may see as flawless our "faulty" (so said and done with).

Recently a death of a colleague has had me realize that I have not been giving everyone an equal opportunity to be closer to me even as a friend. Though we sometimes are judgmental, which most of us are, we really need to open our hearts and accept others as who they are and try to accommodate if we could, but if not it's better not to hurt anyone because they deserve equal as you or even more. I have realize this many times but I am only human to fail many times to realize those worthy of my friendship or even more. May I realize the mistakes I have done and never to repeat it all again.

May the 19th July 2008 be kept special for a friend I have hardly knew but I know he is now in the safe arm of the Almighty God.


To those I may have forgotten and ever taken granted for please forgive me for all I have done wrong towards you directly or indirectly. And for those I may not have given chance for you to know me better I would and only if you ask. And may I have the courage to know others as who they are and not what they may be there for. May I not be too judgemental of others ever again.

With this I would like to thank everyone who has ever come across in my life and if I ever ignore you once I will never do it twice.

lil' taiwan

Ooo Little Taiwan… the name of a eatery in M** V****y

.:: Ooo the name of the place on the booklet or so called menu ::.

.:: Damn right got nothing to do haha ::.

.:: Ooo the hot steamboat ::.

.:: Mee Soup and fried pork slices ::.

.:: My main course or my only meal haha... stew beef and hot spicy noodle soup ::.

Hey there ain't not promoting the food haha... because it's not say appetizing... it's just fulfilling for the stomach but not the tongue though... so in the end not so satisfying at all... and talking about the utensils... aren't clean at all...

.:: the spoon see it for yourself... argh ::.

.:: The chopstick needless to say argh... feel like using my hands to eat my soup haha :D ::.

Ok let's talk something more interesting than the food har... haha... let's look at the people actually eating them haha...

.:: My sista Audrey and me hehe ::.

.:: My bro Mark and His friend ::.

Self Destruct...

This is how excited I look like when I am ready for Malacca…

.:: Taking pictures in the bus is not my norm though but then had the urge ^-* ::.

As you can see from the picture last Thursday (12^th June 2008), on my way back to Malacca from Kuala Lumpur…

Ooo my beautiful and wonderful hometown Malacca…

.:: Barney and me on our long-lost meet ::.

It's great to be catching up with her for some lost moment in time... erm she left us for U.K a few years ago to further her studies and we misses her like mad at Malaysia hehe anyway had to make arrangement to meet this long-lost friend and to catch up on our ADABI(secret code sessions) haha... and what is more surprising is there is no ADABI(curry powder brands based in Malaysia) haha...ok maybe not so surprising haha well anyway long live ADABI...

.:: Hey I need some opinion ...does this hair suits me ::.

.:: I am getting to hate the substance of this blog ::.

And yeah I know it's not supposed to be revolving about myself... lamely I am just like the others ^-*

haha Life goes on :D...

Aku Bukan Untukmu (I am Not For You)

I am addicted to this song arghh… help me I don’t know why it must me something though but then I am ignorant enough to forget about what is really happening in my life haha…

Anyway I think it’s the time to go on but then not that fast yet…

There is something I need to say “When I have the courage to love another person, I found out that the person has someone special already, and when I have the courage to drive around in Kuala Lumpur the price of fuel goes sky-rocketing in Malaysia.”

Haha what a life?

Anyway this teaches me a lesson to never wait for another person but to just grab the opportunity when you think that you have found the right one hehe…

I loose it once and don’t want to loose it twice… “Well then again it is easily said that DONE” ß o.k I know I was lame and still am lame haha…

Anyway will try to live life to the fullest… having some plans for the 2 years to come ^-*

Erm for those close to me please don’t keep track of what stated above(2years thingy haha) if not sure kena tembak(shoot) if I am still stagnant :D

Anyway yea forget to tell the song name hehe… it’s called Aku Bukan Untukmu by Rossa or now sang again for the theme song of the Malaysian movie S.E.P.I…

Well am looking forward to see that show… O.K must admit not so looking forward la but I think will be buying the opss pirated DVD ^-^

p/s: this is the YOUTUBE address… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ke123kSAK9g

or better the ones with lyrics http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMJmQAwXFAo

Lyrics...

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu Kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon Maafkan aKu...

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain....
tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu...

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali...
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan Pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku...

.::Still awaits the one :D ::.

.:: looking lamely blurred ::.

.:: Oops this is how I look like when I am up on my bed ^-^ ::.

.:: Reasonable Quotes ::.

Quotes for the day, “Sometimes it’s best to forget how you feel & remember what you DESERVE.”

Erm I felt something really amiss when I saw this particular quotes though…

Damn suddenly I feel I so want the translation job so badly… haha I want it and I believe I am good at it, but I still need the extra push and polish to be the better in translation because translation is not just about translating is about making the other person who read it understand.

So it’s not just merely translating, it’s rather an interest … for exact a passion… argh right we need passion for everything and that includes our work…

Yeah that’s right but when your work betrays you … that’s it…it’s time for a halt.

Looking on the other side haha LOL… I couldn’t believe I took the Public Examination for Entrance into the G*V work haha… Anyway I just tikam(stab… haha) the PEE… haha… anyway I don’t know the real name…

So I took the test and I told my sister that it is like PMR standard but for the objective part is more like in the Sixth Form haha… Pengajian Am(General Paper) I gave back to Miss Tan(my then tuition teacher… argh need not to say anything about the teacher at my school) haha… He(the then teacher) forced us to read… directly from the text book and I mean reading it out loud while the other students sat down and do their own stuff… (and believe me most of time copy the notes given by Mrs.Chee(Economics Teacher).Damn right no one was listening at all… Needless to say Mrs. Chee has train us well to write like a professional secretary. Never to miss a word at all haha… bullet train notes copying training haha ^-^

Haha actually I wanna elaborate more on this particular quotes but tak jadi haha…

Moral of the story is I want a change in my life or more likely said my W*rk gaga…

Anyway is time to go because I want to grab something from the canteen now… argh right am at work at 1900 hours hehe waiting for work in awhile time…

And I could say someone beside me saying about no more food at the canteen… anyway as usual I think I am grabbing roti canai haha… :P

"Pang Kuang" - White Radish??? for three days :S

Take a look at this and the name is FOOD – radish… white radish…

But then it has become err radish BLACKENED… haha… :P

Anyway let the image tell you a story ^-*

.:: Arggghhhh nice pepper-y taste... but need popiah skin :P::.

.:: Believe me when I said that I had eaten this for consecutive 3days already :S::.

.:: Anyway am not complaining because I had too cook this based on some request by sis but then at the end I hat to torture myself haha...not in exact though ::.


.:: Ooohh what I like the most is the mushroom in it ... ahh taste like real meat...::.

.:: Even though it had been three days the soup has thicken and it taste even better..ooohhh...::.

.:: Oh ya I added bread with cheese to get rid of the saltiness ahha act also salty la cheese ma:P::.

.:: Ooo just look at this perspective ::.

.:: This is the clearer look of the dish haha... or maybe not...::.

.:: And ya this is the latest mIe ::.

sArcasM... Y

My Dream

There was once I dreamt of becoming an Assistant Director and I had the chance to it. And when I got it, it seems great. But then I would say that human will never be satisfied, right? and now I thought I had dreamt to be a Studio Director… Greed? Or not, it makes me wonderful. Put in a better way is that I want a change or even to progress in my career but in a negative connotation is I am a plain greed just like everyone is… probably not everyone but majority are…

.::A view of 'it'::.

And now I guess I will never succeed in this field as I want to leave here and seek for something more exciting than becoming a SD that only knows to direct in the studio and knows nothing about the real world of directing. As for me, a director doesn’t just pop up in an instant, it’s something that you need to build from years of experience and hard work. It isn’t seems to be the way right where I stood currently. I am going to put the bombshell(nope not those kind :P) as soon I can find a better place where I could call ‘home’ and place where people appreciates of who you are and mostly of what you can give your fullest ability.

I would have already been warned of the working environment in Malaysia is in such a way that it is so compliant to “WHO knows WHO and which CRONIES do you belong too”.

It isn’t always happen the way you want it to be …

“The damage has been done”

Of this word that had been in my head since yesterday is real pain in the ass though but then I don’t think I can change any part of it now.

What I will do?

OPTION 1 : Nothing can be done but to just leave it as it is…

OPTION 2 : Leave while you can

OPTION 3 : Hope that miracle can happen

OPTION 4 : Internally moved placement

OPTION 5 : Be positive and move with changes

OPTION 6 : Make an option which is yours :P or make another OPTION… :P

Option 4 is the one I am eyeing right now though… but then what I can do is hope I can get it through…

tHE cHanges yOu see sometimes are for real???

Erm I have too many unwritten blogs and pending ones hehe…

Just can’t help myself.. I love to blog but at times am just too lazy to update with things

Anyway this is a long long time ago blog which I would like to upload it right now…

It’s just a reminder that people are moving on and where am I heading too…

Where will I be in about 4 months time. Will I be moving on after this month (April)…

The stories shall be unfolding in a moment if not two :P

Anyway let the picture tell you more :P

PaLatE PallAtE

Party party party…

Palate Pallate

Yeah the name of the place where we (Awani-ans) had our UNDI2008 party…

I guess this party was to celebrate the success of the election programme for Awani…

Oh ya before I forget Awani is actually a new news channel of ASTRO… care to see it’s channel 501…

Else don’t even ask me why this and why that hehe…

Venue: Palate Pallate

Date: 28/03/08 (oops today only blog :P)

Time: 2000 till 0300

Overall rating: So-so… and shiok sendiri

Argggh don’t know what else to say anyway let the pictures explain it all :P

.:: Awani-ans ::.

.:: (in circle...from left to right): Fairus, Linda, Ayu, Zi Wei, Eric, Me, and Fazrul ::.

.:: Me, Rizal, Fairus, Umaira, ayu and Faz ::.

.:: K-roll, Hatta Umaira, Fairus, Linda and Me ::.

.:: As can be seen alot of tak senonoh colleague...haha :P ::.

.:: OoOoOooo.... Scandalicious :P ::.

.:: Super-man ke... tak sesuai... :P ::.

.:: Arghh have no much comment about this...ahaks... ::.

.:: Yeah what a dance :P ::.

Overall rating actually is not that bad...

After really attend a "work fair" like this, it explains it all how the real environment it is in Awani... Needless to say it's never fair... haha...

Truthfully speaking the whole event was just "so-called" dedicated to certain part of the organisation. I think those involved will only understand why...

I certainly agree on some of my colleague who didn't even bother to attend because the party was so centered to certain part... as usual it happens every where ... Schism in the office... though I have yet to see Nepo in it... Coming soon in AWANI :P

Nevertheless it was a great time spending with people you like and feel comfortable with :)

Thanks to all for such a wonderful time...