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My Dream

There was once I dreamt of becoming an Assistant Director and I had the chance to it. And when I got it, it seems great. But then I would say that human will never be satisfied, right? and now I thought I had dreamt to be a Studio Director… Greed? Or not, it makes me wonderful. Put in a better way is that I want a change or even to progress in my career but in a negative connotation is I am a plain greed just like everyone is… probably not everyone but majority are…

.::A view of 'it'::.

And now I guess I will never succeed in this field as I want to leave here and seek for something more exciting than becoming a SD that only knows to direct in the studio and knows nothing about the real world of directing. As for me, a director doesn’t just pop up in an instant, it’s something that you need to build from years of experience and hard work. It isn’t seems to be the way right where I stood currently. I am going to put the bombshell(nope not those kind :P) as soon I can find a better place where I could call ‘home’ and place where people appreciates of who you are and mostly of what you can give your fullest ability.

I would have already been warned of the working environment in Malaysia is in such a way that it is so compliant to “WHO knows WHO and which CRONIES do you belong too”.

It isn’t always happen the way you want it to be …

“The damage has been done”

Of this word that had been in my head since yesterday is real pain in the ass though but then I don’t think I can change any part of it now.

What I will do?

OPTION 1 : Nothing can be done but to just leave it as it is…

OPTION 2 : Leave while you can

OPTION 3 : Hope that miracle can happen

OPTION 4 : Internally moved placement

OPTION 5 : Be positive and move with changes

OPTION 6 : Make an option which is yours :P or make another OPTION… :P

Option 4 is the one I am eyeing right now though… but then what I can do is hope I can get it through…